Memoir of a Medium
Memoir of a Medium
Are you running away from your life purpose?
February 2020 I moved into an apartment in Haverfordwest, a midsize market town in west Wales. It was an emergency solution to a situation that had become unbearable and the moment I moved in I wanted to move out again. With its outdated buildings and shortage of green spaces and nature, I had always found Haverfordwest dreadful and depressing. However, the apartment was affordable, available and safe and I needed to act fast. One month later we were in a global lockdown, and I was stuck in my worst nightmare.
The Silence Within
I am no stranger to meditation and the way I manage to cope with high pressure situations is by going into the silence within. Over time and with dedicated practise, I have found ways to go into this silence even when the rat race of modern life is spinning around me. In the most intense of situations, it is always my intention to be like the eye of the storm: calm and centred from within.
Because this had always worked for me, that is what I began doing in March 2020. But this time the silence felt different. Instead of bringing me inner peace, meditating began to feel like a heavy dark cloak of existential anxiety. It was as if a poisoned arrow had entered my energy field and what used to be my safe haven in times of trouble and stress, was rapidly turning into a prison of loneliness and separation. Then my psychic channel shut down and I lost my sense of connection with my spirit team. Isolated at home in a city I dreaded and with no sense of community around me whatsoever, this had me on my knees. My spirit team had always guided me through everything, and I decided there and then that I would never allow for this to happen ever again.
I have always felt drawn to all things mysterious and otherworldly. While my teenage peers were going out partying, I spend my time studying ancient civilisations, sacred sites, energy vortexes, ley lines, pyramids and stone circles. At the time I did not understand why I felt so compelled to study all of this. Now I know that doing so re-ignited a remembrance of my ability to commune with higher realms and dimensions and that this gives me the ability to do the same for my clients.
However, despite the fact that my psychic abilities had been a part of my work since day one, it never felt safe to name them as such in public. Until my psychic channel shut down. That is when I realised how much of it was woven into the very fabric of my life, relationships and business and hiding it from others was pointless. Not acknowledging it in public might have felt like the safe thing to do all those years, but it also felt like a denial of my true self. And that I was no longer available for. I knew my soul was calling me. My purpose and path were made clear. No more hiding. No more running away. Instead, I began walking (and then running!) in the direction of my destiny.
Lifting The Veil
It has taken me twenty years to fully embrace my natural psychic abilities (nine of which were as a business owner) and surrender to my destined path as a high-level medium and oracle. In those twenty years I have developed a style of mediumship and oracular guidance that is unique to me: Clear. Direct. To-the-point. And above all ... full of love and laughter. In that sense, no time is ever wasted.
And yet ... if I knew then what I know now, I could have done it faster. I could have plugged in stronger and more often and create more impact right from the beginning. In those twenty years I have prayed more than once to be shown my unique gifts and purpose, when it was right under my nose that whole time. I was just too caught up in my own stories to see it. Too worried about what other people would think of me to speak of it. And too doubtful about myself and my inner strength to deal with the bullshit and sarcasm that this profession can invoke in others.
What I do is not new. "Back in the days" it was common for leaders to consult an oracle before making important decisions. Oracles were women, known as priestesses of the divine, who prophesised the potential future. They were considered wise by many men. One of the most well-known oracles is the Delphi Oracle, who was consulted for prophecies by Apollo. It has only been the last 2,000 years or so that this paradigm changed, and the masses have forgotten the normality of the psychic abilities and wisdom of the feminine.
Yet, the heaviness of this paradigm weighted me down in more ways than I was willing to admit. After all, it was not long ago that women were killed for the work that I do and the existential anxiety that I was confronted with early 2020 felt real. Luckily, times have changed.
The Future of Humanity
And now it's 2022. Mass consciousness is shifting and since the pandemic more and more people are experiencing spiritual awakenings every day. The asking for conscious leaders who are able to navigate the energetic waves and currents of global transformation and hold space for this shift is huge. This means that your commitment as a conscious leader to your life purpose and soul's highest calling is no longer an option or luxury, in the same way it is not for me anymore. You living your purpose is a necessity for the evolution of humanity.
I do not prophesise the future. But I do have a gift that I have fine-tuned and practised to a high standard to guide and support you during those moments that you need an external perspective from a trusted source of wisdom. It is my intention to make this kind of oracular guidance and support the next "new normal" among (conscious) leaders.
What Is Your Life Purpose?
Are you a conscious CEO, MD or Business Owner and do you desire more meaning and purpose in your life? More clarity and focus on what truly matters to you? Do you feel that you are not living your fullest potential, and do you want to change this?
Let's connect and see what I can do for you!
Simply get in touch with me to get the ball rolling.
Memoir of a Medium
is an ongoing series of personal stories and experiences about my life and work as a high-level medium and oracle.
Writing these stories
makes me feel good and fills my mystical, sacred feminine heart with joy.
By sharing these stories
I trust they do the same for you.