Moving Beyond Ancestral Patterns - Part 2

Well look what card came up for me today. How cunning.

During my morning meditation my head was pounding, my heart was racing and my body all tensed up as I am in the process of breaking through an old ancestral belief: that the kind of life I dream of is not available for me.

Breaking through ancestral patterns to create a different kind of life for yourself than your ancestors had, is not easy. It requires a high level of self-awareness to see through your own inherited patterns and take action to change them.

You see, I might have moved to another country and started a new life here, but the ancestral pattern was still there. And so every time I got real close to what I dreamed off, I would (unconsciously) sabotage it. I screwed up perfect homes, perfect business opportunities and perfect relationships this way. And it took another rock-bottom moment here in Wales (I had one in The Netherlands too) for me to see my own self-sabotaging behaviour and set a plan into action to change it.

"The only constant is change" - Buddha

So I figured... If change is inevitable, I might as well change myself into someone I actually like. So that I can not only create the life of my dreams but keep it, too.

So here we are, recreating myself by reprogramming my own brain.

Turns out that premonition of me dying at the age of 36 (I am 36 now) about something in my brain, was true all along. (Read my story in #1 Amazon Best Seller Set Sail)

(Card from "Angels and Ancestors" by Kyle Gray.)