Tanja Zieverink
I recognise a lot of myself in this and I am sure it will attract many other readers who have some form of resistance towards claiming their own power, too. You have to be ready to read this. For this is not just (a chapter) in a book, it’s a call to fully unleash yourself.
Tears of joy and recognition are finding their way through my every cell, my womb, my existence. How I recognise myself so deeply in this story. The Goddess is our inner voice urging us to reach into the world to spread the divine touch of Source. By publishing your story Nicole, we will find our way back home to Her. I bow for you.
Jane Haridat

"Connecting with you is a true gift"

Jo McGregor
Skybarkers

"You are always spot on!"

Birgit Snelleman
The V-Factor

"Lucky people to have you as their guide"

Tara Preston
Sacred Feminine Path
YOU...

Are a Wild One.

Strong. Courageous. Resilient.
You speak the language of the land.
The wisdom of the stones. The wildness of the trees.
You understand life is a mirror, so whenever something feels out of alignment
in your life or your business you know the answers lie inside of you.
After all, what you send out is what you receive, right?
Law of Attraction.

But you are tired.

Tired of always chasing a dream and never really getting there.
Tired of always going around in the same problems
and never really seeing a proper solution.
Tired of doing it all alone.
Of trying to figure it all out.
Of always having to turn inwards.
But never really getting any proper answers.
Tired of never being able to lean on anyone.
Never being able to share your deepest truths with a trusted friend.
No matter how much you love the people around you,
none of them seem to truly get you.

Breathe, Wild One.

Your search is over.
You are here now.
You have arrived.

Your Spiritual Support Team is here to guide you home.

The 6 Levels of Awareness


The 6 Levels of Awareness form a framework for you to become more aware of your own heart space and

pathway into this Infinite Awareness. They are specifically designed to reprogram your subconscious mind and help you free yourself from feelings of shame, blame and guilt around basic primal needs, wants and desires such as money, sex and freedom installed by intergenerational cultural patriarchal conditioning.

The 6 Levels of Awareness bring change and tranformation to:
  • lack of clarity, purpose and direction
  • lack of clients, income and financial stability
  • lack of close friends and intimate relationships
  • lack of sacred touch, beauty and love
  • feelings of worthiness, frustration and anger
  • feelings of loneliness and abandonment
  • feelings of not fitting in and being different
  • feelings of unrest, impatience and confusion
  • fear of showing your deepest self to others
  • fear of sexually unleashing yourself
  • feelings of being mistreated or betrayed by God or life itself
  • resentment towards patriarchy, the church or the economic system
  • resentment towards authority figures and governmental institutions
  • resentment towards men or the divine masculine
  • resentment towards strong and powerful women

The 6 Levels of Awareness bring clarity and enhancement to:
  • your life purpose, soul's mission, sacred calling and legacy work
  • your ability to communicate all of this with clarity and conviction
  • your ability to make a consistent income with your purpose-drive business
  • your vision for the world and how you can be a part of the change
  • your ability to focus, commit and dedicate yourself to that vision
  • your ability to attract people that support you and love you unconditionally
  • your ability to fully embody the God/dess you are and claim you power, space and truth
  • feelings of wholeness with oneself
  • feelings of oneness with All That Is
  • feelings of acceptance and love for your past
  • feeling of gratitude and thankfulness for your life
  • feelings of overal joy, bliss and ecstacy
  • increase in intimite friendships and relationships
  • deep emotional connection with soul family
  • sexual freedom with soul partner
  • beauty, love and romance

Once Upon A Time ...

. . . I was financially broke, physically obese, mentally traumatised, emotionally overwhelmed and energetically scattered.

Yep, that is right. I lived a life far from beautiful.
And I lived it for much longer than necessary.

The details of that life are not really of importance. What matters more is that I managed to find a way out of my own stuckness and into my own happiness.

With trial and error, I discovered what brings me true fulfillment and what makes life beautiful for me + how to implement that into my life in a way that it lasts.

This has not always been an easy path to walk on, but with focus, dedication and commitment, I eventually turned my own hopeless situation around and build a new life based on love, light and inner strength.

What makes life beautiful for you might differ from what makes it beautiful for me. But of one thing I am certain: life is meant to be a beautiful experience for everyone.

It is the wisdom I have gained turning my own life around that I now wish to share with you. If you are ready, then book a call and let's begin.

. . . I was financially broke, physically obese, mentally traumatised, emotionally overwhelmed and energetically scattered.

I had been in communion with (my) Spirit and Spirit Guides, Angels, The Universe and Source Energy for years, had been meditating daily for just as long, had been journaling diaries full, had spoken to countless of coaches and had half a decade worth of spiritual healing work under my belt. Yet, all of that seemed so utterly in vane in the face of so much injustice.

"Why?!", so I cried out, "Why is this happening to me?"

I felt alone in my suffering, unseen in my pain, misunderstood in my intentions and betrayed by life itself. Where are all those wonderful Angels and Guides when you need them most, right? When you are really stuck? Where is all that woo woo stuff then? I was so angry. So incredibly angry.

With myself for allowing this to happen.

With the people around me for conditioning me into believing something I was not.

And with life itself for throwing me continuous curve balls. But most of all I was angry at God. God the so-called hero up in heaven who was supposed to love us all unconditionally.

Unconditionally my ass. Where I was, there was no love. And certainly not unconditional. If you would ask me, this was the definition of hell.
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One of the things I struggled most with back then was the deep knowing that something else was available for me.

In my meditations I would see myself dancing in a meadow of wild flowers in a white summer dress size 12 instead of 22. And even though those visions were amazing and made me feel super good, having to open my eyes and being confronted with a different every day reality was incredibly painful. The contrast was huge and I just could not see how this gap could possibly be closed - ever.

But the gap did close.
And it closed fast.

Once I allowed my wild feminine heart to be cracked open, I received a vision of a house. This house had rolling green hills on one side and rugged cliffs on the other. I did not know where this house was nor how to find it, but being born and bred in The Netherlands I did realise one thing: this house is not in this country.

As a result, I sold my apartment, reduced all my belongings to one suitcase and hit the road. Nine months later I arrived in Wales. The land of rolling green hills and rugged cliffs. "Welcome Home", my inner Goddess whispered, "Welcome Home."

Two years after leaving The Netherlands I bought myself a white summer dress and danced on the grass field in my garden. The dress was a one size fits all and my grass field was not a meadow with wild flowers, but the transformation was real. And so was the feeling that came with it.
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Looking back at a ten year period of transformation, I can honestly say that the weight loss has only been just a fraction of it. The slimming down happened over a period of 1.5 to 2 years and it happened naturally.

Was it because the binge eating had stopped? Probably.
Was it because I was out exercising more? Most likely.
But most of all it was because I freed myself from the shackles of The Collective Father Wound and did what felt right for me.

After years of overwhelm, struggle and quiet suffering, I had made myself and my own happiness my #1 priority in life.

Did it stay that way? Not immediately. I tumbled back into self-loath more than once, directly resulting in the same overwhelm, struggle and quiet suffering as before. And even though the weight stayed off, I would still feel unworthy and unseen in other areas of my life.

But always was there this inner voice - whispering...

"Keep going.
You are doing great.
You can do this.
Keep going."
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There will always be room for more growth and more expansion into self-love and worthiness. Especially if you, just like me, come from far.

But I did it.
I really really did it.
I AM HER AGAIN.

The woman of my vision.
The woman who summoned me forth.
She who always believed in me and never gave up.
She who was me before all the conditioning took place.
She who called me home.

I AM HER.
I AM Eve, The Celtic Goddess.

Who are you?

What my life looks like now?

Once I allowed my heart to be cracked open by The Celtic Goddess, I received a vision of a house.

This house had rolling green hills on one side and rugged cliffs on the other. I did not know where this house was nor how to find it, but being born and bred in The Netherlands I did realise one thing: this house is not in this country.

As a result, I sold my apartment, reduced all my belongings to one suitcase and hit the road.

Nine months later I arrived in Wales. The land of rolling green hills and rugged cliffs. "Welcome Home", The Celtic Goddess whispered, "Welcome Home."

Two years after leaving The Netherlands and twenty years after writing in my diary that I wanted to leave, I bought myself a white summer dress and danced on the grass field in my garden. The dress was a one size fits all and my grass field was not a meadow with wild flowers, but the transformation was real. And so was the dream life I had created.

Who this Home Study Program is for

Dear warm-hearted friend,

So here we are. The year 2020. The year I predicted to be the pivot point for humanity to shift from an old to a new paradigmn. And boy oh boy, was I right.

So far, this year has made it painfully clear how fragile many of us feel when faced with a true force of nature. A virus, benign on its own, has been marked as the enemeny and we are, so I heard one of our governmental leaders say the other day, at war.

That kind of attitude and language however, is not leadership. It's a man speaking from his most powerless state of mind. And it is this state of mind, present in both men and women, that got us into this devestating global event in the first place.

I call this state of mind the wounded masculine. It is a misplaced sense of leadership through force and control, created by a view of life through the eyes of lack instead of love. The wounded masculine typically shows itself in leaders who struggle with their health, fear death and are afraid of the wild forces of nature.

We are not at war.

We, as a global community, are being invited to grow within our current situation, so that we can expand into the next level of our planetary evolution.

Lifetimes of going around in the ratrace of our partriarchal society has created an increasing distance from the very roots of our existance and therewith leaves us with the undeniable conclusion that changing the way we perceive ourselves in relation to nature and our environment, is no longer an option - it's a non-negotiable.

After all those years of suppressing and controlling the Wild Side both within ourselves as well as in the green world around us, life itself has set a clear boundary. Like a fierce mother, our Earth has placed us on the naughty step to think long and hard about what we have done.

"This is war!" the hurt little boy screams from the naughty step. While all the mother is after is a peace, love and happiness for both herself and her child.

Infinite Awareness cracks open the hearts of powerful leaders to receiving and operating from love, so that they can lead their people with calm, clarity and compassion through the most darkest of times.

Are you
Thus, if you:
1) Are a struggling CEO, manager or business owner desperate for a calm and steady pillar of faith in your life - I am your woman.
2) Are the organiser or a transformational online or offline leadership event in need of a key note speaker who can move your audience on a deeply meaningful level without even saying a word - Contact me.
3) Are the editor or manager of a newspaper, magazine, radio station, public health service or educational institution looking for a refreshing approach towards the spiritual, emotional and/or mental well being of our leaders - Shoot me a message.


I am happy to have a chat and see how I can help.

It was Dr Wayne Dyer who said: "If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change." Let's change the way we look at leadership, shall we? It all begins and ends with Awareness.

Dear warm-hearted friend . . . the light in me sees the light in you.

Namasté,
When you know what you want -
you just need local eyes and ears
to make it happen.
Avalon Rising Package
It is as simple as that. You know what you want, how you want it and where you want it. You just need local eyes and ears to make it happen. Someone who not only b r e a t h e s the sacred Celtic Land but is also capable of literally seeing your vision the way you see it.

Insert me: Priestess of Avalon living on the sacred Celtic Land herself. You cannot find someone more suitable for the job even if you'd try. I will help you call in, spot, check out and find the perfect venue + local suppliers for you that match the vibrational frequency and vision of your retreat. If needed, I will even be your local spokesperson to make sure all runs smooth and you get the best value for money AND wave my magic Faery wand to cast your retreat under the delicious mystical spell of Avalon.
Timeframe: 9 months. £25K excl VAT and up.

Lemuria Lovin' Package

When you are trying to get clear on what you want
(but it just won't happen!)
In the beginning... there was the word of Goddess! Or better say: Goddess was whispering to you! About hosting a multidimensional retreat in Avalon. You heard Her calling. You are even picking up glimpses of what She is trying to say. But for some reason you cannot seem to get clear on when or what and how this retreat is supposed to take place.
Who you gonna call? Yes! Meeee! Your High-Level Medium Sista Nicole who happens to be a channel for The Celtic Goddess. She also has the ability to see the exact visions you are receiving and will be able to tell you what these visions are telling you. By the end of your time together, know exactly what kind of retreat you are being called to host, where it has to take place and how to set it up. How's that for saving yourself the time and energy of walking around in endless brain circles trying to figure it out on your own?
Timeframe: 3 months. £15K excl. VAT and up.
It was during one of my adventures on my beloved Celtic Land that the ancestors spoke.
"The Celtic Goddess", they whispered in my dreams, "Google The Celtic Goddess."
I woke up. Still drousy with sleep I grabbed my phone. 2:45AM. Of course. When else would their messages be so clear.
I pulled up Google and typed www.thecelticgoddess.com. "No website is known on this domain. If you wish to claim it... blah blah blah."
I stared at the screen in awe. As much as I knew this was going to happen, it was still a wonderful delight to see it unfold.
"It's free!", I yelled to my unseen messengers "It's free! The domain is free! Of all the claimed URL's out there, this one is free!"
I laughed happy vibes, put my phone away, said a little thank-you-prayer and told them I would claim it first thing tomorrow morning.
This is the ULTIMATE retreat hosting experience. It is about you knowing that everything is interconnected. And that the way you choose to show up for this retreat, will reflect itself in all other aspects of your life too. If you desire a multidimensional retreat, you will have to live a multidimensional life. And that kind of life requires laserfocus and extreme high levels of awareness. Something that you can do on your own for sure, but is simply more efficient with help.

This package is not about your customers. It is about you. It is about me continuously and constantly guiding you back to you. To Who You Are. Who You Choose To Be. Your dreams. Your desires. It is about discovering what you stand for and what your ultimate multidimensional life (and therewith retreat) actually looks like. Plus living it. Nothing is ever truly experienced until we live it physically.

This Celtic Goddess Experience Package is not just about hosting a retreat. It is about grabbing the opportunity to uplevel your entire life with it to the most vibrant, radiant and deliciously mystical version of it you can imagine. Your retreat will then be the inevitable result of it.

The Celtic Goddess includes everything from Avalon Rising, Atlantis Adventure and Lemuria Lovin' too. This truly is the best of me all in one.
Timeframe: 12 - 15 months. £50K excl. VAT and up.
 Atlantis Adventure Break
When you feel lost at sea and
you wish to speak to an expert
You know them: those moments you feel lost at sea and have no clue what you are doing. When it seems you are about to drown in your own thoughts and all the focus and clarity you had the day before feels far far away now. When doubt comes crushing and you know there is only one way to go about this and that is to let it all go. To take a break. To go for a walk. To massage yourself. Whatever it is you "do", refrain from DO-ing and sink back into BE-ing. I don't offer packages for those moments. I offer compassion and understanding. For free. So if you ever feel like this during the organisation of your retreat, I trust you to remember this message:

I hear you sister.
I believe in you.
You've got this.
Have faith.

If that does not help, call me.

The Infinite Awareness Experience


The Infinite Awareness Experience consists of two components:
1. The "Becoming The Goddess" Home Study Programme
2. The "Wild Wisdom" Sanctuary
Becoming The Goddess Home Study Programme
It was during my nomadic life between my departure from The Netherlands and my arrival in Wales that a modality called The 6 Levels of Awareness poured through me. This modality rationally and logically explains what channelling and mediumship is all about and how you can turn your sensitivity into your superpower by using it to channel your life purpose. This course is a direct translation of the wisdom that poured through me during that period of my life.


- Module 1 -
The 6 Levels of Awareness: Pathway into Multi Dimensional Living
The experience of Infinite Awareness takes place in the 5th dimension; the realm of unity consciousness. It is that what your soul is longing to experience so deeply, it hurts. Once you have experienced that feeling, a new neural pathway in your brain has been made and you can begin establish this experience as your new normal. Module 1 rationally explains the use of 6 Levels of Awareness as a checklist to see which parts of your life and business are and which one are not in the dimension you wish to live in (yet).
- Module 2 -
Unlocking Dimensional Doorways: Entering The Realm of Spirit(s)
To be able to expand into the next level of your life and business, a deepening of your connection with (your) Spirit(s) and your soul's mission is key. Instead of depending on external resources for answers and guidance, you are finding all the answers and guidance you need within yourself. In Module 2 is there to help you deepen and enhance that connection with (your) Spirit's by learning the difference between channelling, mediumship, high-level mediumship and being psychic. In it I also share personal examples from my own life to help fine tune your Spirit radar.
- Module 3 -
Unleashing Your Wild Wisdom Part I: Restoring Pleasure
Infinite Awareness is not something to be understood by the mind, but rather to be experienced by the heart. It requires you to unleash your wild feminine heart fully and wholly in order to let more peace, more joy, more freedom and more love enter your life and have it stay there. There is no limit as to how beautiful life can be for yourself and others, so what is it your heart deeply longs to experience? Module 3 helps you dive deep into the infinite space in your heart to find out.
- Module 4 -
Unleash Your Wild Wisdom Part II: Restoring Faith
Do you trigger on the word God? Let's get that deeply rooted resistance and resentment towards patriarchy, governmental institutions, the economy in general and money in particular out of your system once and for all, shall we? Module 4 is there to explain why your desire to retreat and withdraw from society is no longer serving you, your connection with Source Energy & (your) Spirit(s) or your business anymore. In this module you will not read anything new. Rather, you will read all the things you have secretly know to be true but never dared admitting to yourself.
- Module 5 -
Giving Birth To A New Earth: Holding The Space
You are God/dess, the creator of your own life and destiny. With new neural pathways established and your heart's desire unearthed and unleashed, there is only one more step to take: holding the space for your own becoming and therewith the shift to multi-dimensional living. This is the most important step of the process. It is when all your spiritual tools and skills will come into play and where you will see and understand how all your life experiences have prepared you for this one moment. Module 5 can't do that spaceholding for you, but it does explain all the things you can expect and need to be aware off when this phase of the process is there.
- Module 6 -
Becoming The God/dess: Welcome To A World Of Infinite Possibilities
Welcome! You are here! Now what? Module 6 is there to help you ground this new standard of multi dimensional living in a world of inifinite possibilities and provides for some final encouragements as you set off to live your happily ever after blissfilled joyous life.

Rewire Your Brain, Reweave Your Life

Throughout the course of our life, your brain weaves neural pathways designed to keep you safe.

In a nutshell:
  1. You have an experience
  2. Your brain survives
  3. The ordeal is marked as safe

The more similar experiences you have, regardless of whether these experiences are actually serving you or not, the stronger the neural pathways in your brain will be "wired" to this form of safety.

The weaving of these pathways is what we call (cultural) conditioning. They, quite literally, 'wire us' into certain beliefs about who we need to be and how we need to act in order to survive in this world.

Reweaving the pathways from lack to love
We are conditioned to believe that in order to survive in this world, we need to worry. We need to worry about our health, happiness, money and time.

We are also conditioned to believe that in order to show kindness to others is to worry about others. To worry about their health, happiness, money and time.

And ultimately, we are conditioned to believe that in order to be a leader is to worry about the state our country or world is in. To worry about our collective health, happiness, money and time.

This means that in our current world we are wired to believe that love and leadership equals "to worry about someone or something".

But worry is not love. To worry is to experience the lack of love.
It is the ultimate dissociation with the truth of who we are.

Which is why, in order for us to ditch worry, doubt, fear and anxiety and thrive instead of survive, we have to weave new neural pathways based on love instead of lack and rewire our brain accordingly.

This reweaving however, will feel like death to the part of you that is conditioned otherwise. All your worries, doubts, fears and anxieties will pop up and they will pop up in different forms and circumstances, until the neural pathways have been rewoven into a new standard of safety strong enough to hold.

This is what is currently happening on a global scale; humanities greatest worries, doubts, fears and anxieties are being exposed. Infinite Awareness helps you to hold space for yourself and other leaders whose neural pathways have already been rewoven to a great extend, to rise up to the occassion and tip the scale from lack to love forgood.

Infinite Awareness teaches you how to hold heart centered space for the part of you that feels treathened, whilst continuing to reweave the neural pathways in your brain into alignment with the vision you have of yourself, the people around you and the world.

You are here to give birh to a New Earth.
Infinite Awareness shows you how you do it.
During this program in particular, there are three archetypal vibrational frquencies we will tap into:

  1. Eve, known as the first woman on Earth and representing the archetypal frequency of Lemuria, will be guiding you back home to the Motherland by offering guidance as to how to (re)connect with (your) nature and root and ground your ancestral mother lineage.

  2. Isis, known as the Egyptian Goddess and representing the vibrational frequency of Atlantis, will be bringing you clarity on worldy events in relation to the conscious evolution of humanity.
  3. Avalon, represented by Mary Magdeline, the unacknowledged partner of Jesus, bringing forth the wisdom of Divine Love and Sacred Union and helping men and women release guilt and shame around their sacred sensual and sexual nature.
I hear you beautiful.
You want to trust your intuition 100%
You know that is the way forward for you.
There is just one slight problem...
You don't actually dare to!